away from me in a cosmically not right way
I worked on three new blog themes for the owner of NitroVideo last night, had a quick phone call meeting with a fellow developer on a new project, fixed a count issue with NitroVideo, talked to the kids (had a pep talk with Bubs about his behavior in school and told Pumpkin a story), did yoga, watched a movie, and drank some Malbec.
I wish I could write more about myself, but I don’t really know what to say. I’m still not sleeping well. I’m still numb. I miss 3 people so badly – Bubs, Pumpkin, and Dad. I feel like they are all away from me in a cosmically not right way. OK, enough of this… back to work. I’m working from home this morning, waiting on a new computer to be delivered for the kid’s playroom (the old one died). I need to work my ass off to pay for this unexpected expense, but the kids need it.
Movie Review…
Eagle vs. Shark – if you love Flight of the Conchords as much as I do, you definitely need to see this film featuring Jemaine Clement. Jemaine is seen still honing the über awkward Kiwi persona he perfected in FOC, but the film is a sweet, albeit uncomfortable love story about a man’s quest to kick the ass of his high school bully nemesis (who turns out to be in a wheelchair present day).
- Fuck it! We’ll do it live! – and the Dance Remix and Colbert’s Take
- Every Simpson’s Couch Gag
- This Peanut Looks Like a Duck
- LOLManuscripts
May 15th, 2008 at 9:46 am
“I beg you…to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps, then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even realizing it, live your way into the answer…”
- rainer maria rilke
May 15th, 2008 at 10:06 am
Chris – is that a foreigner song?
May 15th, 2008 at 10:11 am
:p
May 15th, 2008 at 10:12 am
Chris – sorry UPS is holding me hostage…. deliver the package brown truck
May 15th, 2008 at 10:43 am
I’m thinking good thoughts for you. If there is anything I can do, please let me know. (I know I say that all the time and I feel really lame saying that…I just wish I had some sort of magic wand to take away all your pain and make your life happy and full of sunshine. Until then, I’ll just think good thoughts for you and be here if there is anything I can do!)
May 15th, 2008 at 10:45 am
Missing people is stinky bad no good and saddy. I no like it either. Hang in there, you.
My stapler at work looks like a duck.
May 15th, 2008 at 1:23 pm
The kids’ll be there in no time…. Hang in there.
Damn I love the Simpsons
May 15th, 2008 at 1:49 pm
Sometimes I wish life had a fast forward button… you know, to skip over all the sucky parts, and get to the part where I have it all figured out. But then I realize how little time I’d actually spend *living*. Sigh. Sending good thoughts to you.
I was kind of disappointed with Eagle vs. Shark. I thought it was much more awkward than the preview suggested, and sort of sad. I went into it expecting more of a quirky comedy with some awkward moments, I guess. It was good, and the characters were interesting, even though the movie itself was not what I expected.
The O’Reilly Dance Remix just gets funnier the longer it goes on, however.
May 15th, 2008 at 2:10 pm
missing those three people is entirely expected and natural. i just wish i could make it hurt less for you. i hope making yourself laugh with funny movies (love FOC myself) helps get some good feelings going for a little while.
May 15th, 2008 at 4:39 pm
Dude…I’m hugging you really tightly right now. And not in a gay way.
May 16th, 2008 at 12:02 pm
I’m so sorry you feel like they are away from you in a cosmically not right way. Nothing could be further from the truth. This is a feeling. Not. Truth.
Summer will bring warmth, and those you love, to you physically. Spiritually, they are not far.