awake

Again with the busy… I popped awake at 5:15am this morning for no damn good reason. Well, money woke me up. I’m very stressed about a client that has not paid me, a ceiling that was supposed to have been fixed last week, a dog that seems hell bent on destroying my house, the excruciating back pain that I am still feeling from a fall a week ago, lending my truck to someone for the weekend, and two large containers in my driveway that have to be unpacked by this Friday (see earlier reference to back pain).

Right now, I just want to stay home and work. I don’t want to go do this presentation this morning. A presentation, mind you that I am not even sure who is paying for my time (and yes, there is a direct relation to this client and the non-paying one I mentioned earlier). I miss my daughter so damn much. She doesn’t want to be away from her mother, I want to respect that, and I am stuck just not knowing what to do.

All this said, these things will all work themselves out. The real truth is I need to not worry so much.

8 Responses to “awake”

  1.  Carolyn Says:

    I didn’t realize Viv was staying with her mom…I hope they’re still close. As in Medford. Hope the presentation goes well..

  2.  kristen Says:

    it’s hard to avoid the worrying, especially for me. dude, if we lived closer i’d give you acupuncture and you could give my man guitar lessons. it would be a perfect barter.

  3.  Madge Says:

    the sex doll for dogs is killing me.

    worry wakes me up at 12:34 a.m. every. single. night. it’s like we are best friends. drives me insane.

    i don’t know how to beat worry. i hates it so.

  4.  Chris Says:

    Sorry to hear that you haven’t been able to spend much time with Viv. Go kick that client’s butt and get your $$. :)

  5.  Houston Says:

    You know what my man, you need to tell Yogi to get a dang job because you are working WAYYYY to hard to try and keep him in sex toys. We all know what a horn-dog he is by the way he never lets you near Abbe, but dude, you got to get some rest.

    BTW, just because you dress up like superman doesn’t mean you really are superman and can backflip off the chandalier for sex tricks (assuming Yogi is locked out). It would be much easier on your back.

    I also find pain medications make me worry much less about everything. Look into it.

    And if you take that advice, I have more bad advice to give you over email if you like.

    Love ya man!

  6.  Marty Says:

    I didn’t know that Viv was with her mom – sorry to hear it. But she’ll be looking for dad soon enough. As for the money thing, if I can come up with anything on this end, I’ll let you know.

    That doggie sex doll … is disturbing.

  7.  Jocelyn Says:

    At least you’re worrying about legit stuff and not, say, why Pluto is still a dog but no longer a planet.

    The Viv thing. Ow. But there is a weird evolutionary thing about mothers and daughters. In about 10 years, that evolutionary switch will make it so that Viv would rather be with anyone except her mother. Then you’ll be the relief.

  8.  Cynnie Says:

    it does all work out dude ..

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